Bad news guys (MUST READ)

[headhunter]

I regret to inform you all that, due to circumstances beyond my control, I will be forced to take a hiatus from IMDbWE indefinitely (which that could either be for a really long time or only for a matter of days depending on how the fixation of this problem goes). Last night, my computer crashed (well, not really crashed, but for some odd reason, my desktop doesn't show up on my laptop screen [it's just a black screen, in other words, I can't see anything on my desktop] even though it starts up properly, and all), meaning that I have no way of accessing the internet, let alone writing matches or promos for the time being, pretty much, the only computer time I'll have until this problem gets fixed is at my college, and if we decide to go with the idea to make NoC our next show, I'm probably gonna miss that as well so, lilnepfew, may I request that we have NoC on our originally scheduled date? It's only fair because it's our biggest show of the year, and if we have it be our next show, it'll have little-to-no build up, making it seem meaningless, and if it is, infact, our next show, I'll probably miss it unless I or somebody else fixes this problem REALLY quick, which is a shame considering it's in Headhunter's home town and I was banking on Headhunter vs Freeze at NoC III, which would be a huge money-making dream match for sure (especially since it's in Headhunter's home town on the biggest show of the year, can you say "buyrates and ticket sales through the roof"?), title or no title.

So yeah, pretty much, I'm gonna be unable to get my semi-final match sent in (unless I somehow get this problem fixed as quickly as today, fat chance), and Martin Dan or Legendkiller, if either one of you get this before the deadline, I want you to go ahead and write the match with the proposed ending in those PMs I sent you, and if you can't, just send a brief summary of the match over to iggy, or whoever's posting the results for the next show, I apologize for this inconvenience, it's just that my laptop really is a piece of shit, God willing, I'll have it fixed soon.

[martindan]

Amazing how you always fail to write the matches where you lose.

Amazing how we always have to listen to the... oh my god I am leaving stuff..

[legendkiller55]

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

I laughed so hard my dick just moved.

[headhunter]

martindan said:

Amazing how you always fail to write the matches where you lose.

Amazing how we always have to listen to the... oh my god I am leaving stuff..

I'm dead serious, I can't write any matches, why do you think I haven't been online the past few days when before I was on here almost every day? And I wasn't even in charge of writing the last match where I was booked to lose (vs Spawn, Annihilation 07), Brent was. He even told me he had it almost complete, so I just decided to take his word for it. I never got it in and written because the guy who I was having the match with never told me to, it's that simple.

As for that me leaving stuff, come on, I'm the one suffering from a mild disorder (Aspergers) that was causing me to feel very depressed because of the many shortcomings it's caused me in my life, you couldn't even begin to imagine the intense emotional pain it was causing me, almost every day I would come home and sit on my computer for most of the day, feeling literally forced to live like that because of my disability (even if it is only mild, it's still serious) unlike most everybody else, who have rich social and love lives, things I felt (and still feel) I can NEVER have because of my misfortunes, I thought you, of all people, would be able to understand when someone isn't feeling well and needs to get it off their chest. When you're feeling depressed, it brings you at a very low level of self confidence and even gives you thoughts of suicide, that's very tough to cope with, and I really don't need this. Someone in my position deserves nothing less than utmost support from his peers. You wouldn't go off on a somewhat disabled person, now would you (I may not have it quite as badly as a bunch of other people in my position with higher levels of autism and even retardation, but it's still bad)? Funny thing is, though, I've been feeling a lot better lately, not feeling in the least bit depressed, when I'm NOT on the computer at home, because once I got on, I'd be on there all day like a crack addict instead of doing other fun things, so this is actually a good thing, I need a break from the computer (matches take me a few hours to write and it takes me about an hour to write a GOOD promo), so I may decide to leave after all, or take a hiatus, what's best for me is more important than what's best for some fake wrestling promotion (and not to take anything away from IMDbWE and all the mainstays here, but still, it's a fact).

[headhunter]

Sorry, I guess I misspoke in my last post. What I MEANT was that my real life is more important than my fake wrestler's life, it even says that in the rules, so there you go.

And it doesn't matter what you or anyone else thinks, I really can't get on (except at school). Otherwise, I'd be on here a lot more often than I have been lately the past few days.

[headhunter]

Well, it's not that I don't want to take part in and help out with this e-fed any longer, it's just that I CAN'T, but yeah, what a coincidence, my computer gives out on me right when I'm about to write up what can only be described as one of the few matches where I lose cleanly, this isn't me backing out because of not wanting to job, this is me being completely unable to write it because my laptop is a POS. Hell, I was given complete creative control over the ending, I don't even have to job to Ricky Davis, legendkilla asked me via PM who wins the match, not "can I win the match please?" (which anytime somebody I'm facing wants to and feels they should win a match against Headhunter, all they have to do is ask and tell me WHY they should win and I'll deeply consider it, I'm more lenient than you guys might think, I really am) so why would I just intentionally back out of writing it when I'm given total say in who wins the match (which, as you all know by now, Ricky Davis wins, I felt this was the right decision storyline-wise)? If I really could get on the internet at my house (which some of you suspect I can and that I'm milking this whole thing with my laptop, even though I would never lie to you guys), you'd think I WOULD be getting it in, and I WOULDN'T be losing.

I'll tell you what: I'll see if I can get my computer rebooted this weekend (hopefully, that'll get my laptop screen to light back up), and then write up the match and send it in, but I can't PROMISE anything, and if such be the case, then we'll see from there about my IMDbWE future. As much as I want to stick around, the excessive computer time has really been getting to me so... maybe see if I can write matches and promos without spending time on the internet excessively each day?

[headhunter]

Sorry, I didn't see Mat's posts directed towards me earlier, but anyways, Mat, shut the fuck up. First of all, you have no idea just what I was going through at the time, so for you to attack me like this in my time of need just makes you look like a complete dick. And second, how do you know I'm emo? You don't even know me personally. And anyways, I don't wear torn up, tight jeans, chains, piercings, or any of that other crap that emos wear, I'm only emo in that I wear black most of the time, and I wear it because I think it looks good on me, not because I'm trying to be emo, gothic, or whatever. Seriously, do I look emo?























And even if I were emo, so what? Who are you to tell people how they should live their lives? You are what they call a gestapo to try and demand that from anyone (or a communist, Nazi, whatever). Seriously, if people want to dress preppy, jockey, nerdy, emo, gothic, or what-the-hell-ever, let them, it's their life, not yours.

[headhunter]

I don't care, dude, no matter who you are, you don't attack someone when they're down, that's a big no no. Furthermore, you assume that, just because I sound very emotional when I talk about my problems, I'm somehow emo, and that's why I'm in the position I'm in. Umm... maybe it's because I don't get the same benefits that a lot of other guys get (everywhere I go, I'm having a very hard time finding single girls my age who interest me [even on weekends], I'm now 100% convinced that there are more guys than gals in the world, or at least in the United States), and I'm not happy about it, and I've been forced to live through these emotions instead of seeking help on top of that, my feeling is that if I see a professional and start taking antidepressants, my parents will find out about it and I'll have to tell them WHY I've been feeling depressed, and I can't tell you how much I DON'T want them knowing about this, it's like I take a chance either way.

Or maybe I just want a girlfriend that badly, and I'm tired of searching all these places for one and always coming up empty (I've searched the mall, my college, Borders, the cinema, and pretty much any place off the top of my head where I can maybe find people and found nobody compatible). I'm seriously thinking about using an online dating site to find somebody (yes, that's how badly I want this). I mean, what's the worst that can happen to me? I get scammed by the person I e-mail and ask to meet somewhere in person (like, say, it's not the person shown in their user pic)? Yeah, it's not gonna help, but it's not gonna kill me or take any money out of my wallet or bank account (plus, there's online dating sites that check for user documentation to try and avoid scamming) and I'm at the point where I just really don't care, anymore, I'm willing to go through anything for a chance to get what I want, it's a risk I'm willing to take. The only problem is it's really close to Valentine's Day, and I'll have to go through various contacts/e-mails from this person before getting a chance to meet her somewhere, and now's really not a good time to wait to go through all of that (I doubt they'll answer back all my e-mails and then meet up with me someplace in one day). I'll have to wait until after Valentine's Day to do it.